Yes I did it and I'll do it again                                                                                                                                                                                            It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears
The tears that she cries
Over and over every night

Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain takes control
I think about you
I think about me
Think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
When life gets rough

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

It's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart
In the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control
I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears
Tears that we cry
Over and over every night

You're so selfish
You're making me want to end this relationship
You're making me want to end this

Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind

When I see her eyes
Look into my eyes
Then I realize that she could see inside my head.

So I close my eyes
Thinkin that I could hide
Cuz shes not seeing so I don't have to lose my head

And this situation
Leads to agitation
But she cut me off
Like theres been an amputation

I don't know
If I care
Im the jerk
Lifes not fair

Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not
Loves me not

Do you realize
I will compromise
She loves me not
Loves me not

Over the past five years
I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers
And watched while she just crawls away

And up to this day
You still swing my way
But its sad you say
Sometimes she says she loves me not

But I hesitate
To tell her I hate
This relationship I want to say
Now this is over

I don't know
If I care
I'm the jerk
Lifes not fair

Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not
Loves me not

Do you realize
I will compromise
She loves me not

Lifes not fair
Im the jerk

Now when I
Romp around
Sometimes I'll be fighting
Like a god-damn clown
Its makin me sick
Relationship gettin ill
Feel so stupid
Now on the real
Could you feel
What I feel
Whats the deal, girl
Were tearing up each other's wills
We should be at home with a boy and girl
That was the promise we made
Back in the day
We told each other things wouldn't be this way
I think we should work this out
Its all right baby
We can scream and shout

I dont know
If I care
Im a jerk
Lifes not fair

Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not
Loves me not

Do you realize
I will compromise
She loves me not
Loves me not

Lifes not fair
Lifes not fair
Lifes not fair
Im a jerk

Lifes not fair

She loves me not
Loves me not

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel