Me Hey my name is April Kaye Cessna. I live in independence Kansas. I'm in the 8th Grade and i am 14 years old. I have 1 sister, 1 half sister, and 1 stepsister. I enjoy playing Basketball and Softball they are my favorite sports. I also enjoy hanging out with my friends, chattin on the computer, talking on the phone, and just hangin out with a lot of good friends. My favorite number is 5 i dont know why it is it just is i guess. My favorite kind of music is rap, heavy metal, and punk music.My two best friends are Haley Winebrenner and Jaimie Barnett. Some of my REALLY good friends are Tommy Gray, Kayla Newman, Marc Martinez, Cassidy Brekken, Amanda Williams, Biloxie Mangan, Britni Beam, Porsha Vaughn, Ashley Mydland, Leigha Jolly, Desman Kinnard, Jordan Earl, Jordan Burnett, Ty Winebrenner, and i cant think of anybody else but there are more people. So if you want to know more about me i have msn basketball_chick5_5@hotmail.com or eminem_05_1990@yahoo.com My Best Freinds My Two Bestest friends are Jaimie Barnett & Haley Winebrenner.I've known both of them like all my life. They've been there for me whenever i needed them and when i didnt need them.they will always be my bestest friends no matter what happends i'll still love them both. They really mean a lot to me. they are one of the best things in my life and i'm very lucky to have two great friends like them. i can tell them anything and they are there for me when i need to cry or get advice. Haley And Jaimie i love you guys VERY VERY much and i'll always be here for me when you need me!!! I Love You Guys Shout Outs Haley-haley i love you and thanks for being there for me everytime i need you!! Jaimie-I love you too and thanks for helping me tho all my shit and sticking up with me all these years. **Tommy- I Still like you alot And i know i shouldn't have broken up with you but everybody makes mistakes and i have learned from the biggest one i made! and your still the only guy i like and it will prolly be that way for a long time!! I LOVE YOU!** Cassidy (a.k.a buttercup)- i love you too and i'm happy that we are eally good friends. Marc- Hey marc your a really good friend and thanks for all the nick name ;) Ashley Mydland- Hey you are really fun to talk to and i'm happy we became friends this year Kayla- i love you too and i'm happy your there for me when i need ya! Asia-Hey i'm happy i got to know you Morgan- Hey it really sucks you had to move...LYLAS Britni- Hey we Need to start doing more things together Jamal- hey you nerd...haha....your a really nice friend and you know i can take you!!:) **People That i couldnt think of anything to say but i still love ya** Crestly jones, Jason Cranor, Leigha Jolly, Jaymee Wright, Kelsie Froebe, Casey Oliver, Amanda Call, Beth Hershey, Vanessa Petty, Amanda Williams, Biloxie Mangan, Porsha Vaughn, Jordan Earl, Tucker Porter, Jordan Burnett, Ashley Winebrenner( my cousin), Eric Hardy, Desman Kinnard, Omar E., Jenny Jabben, Shane Ferguson, Cody Heape......And if i left ya out tell me!!! My Favorite Poems * knowing its the truth, rather than 'i love you', knowing its a lie.* *i+never+knew+what+love+was+until+i+met+you.+i+never+saw+anything+so+amazing+until+i+saw+you.+i+never+wanted+anything+more+until+i+wanted+you.+i+never+missed+anything+more+until+i+lost+you.* * but i cant forget the laughs and special times i shared with you. no matter how much time goes by you will always be a part of my heart.. cuz i cant stop loving you even if i tried.* * sad cuz i need you day and night. angry cuz you wont take my hand, aggravated cuz you dont understand. dissappointed cuz we cant be together, heartbroken cuz it might be like this forever.* * just standing here wondering why. why did you have to go and leave me here alone? although it kills me inside to know you are leaving, i will always be here thinking and dreaming. i never thought i would be in this situation, but i have learned theres a first time for everything. letting go might be hard to do. but i know we will be together again very soon.* * but the only thing thay i want is to be with you.* * take your chances.* * one that will make me smile and stick around for awhile. now i just want one to wipe my tears, someone to treat me good... not like the others who said they could.* * you always tell me that you need me. and im weak because i believe you and im mad because i love you, so i stop and think that maybe you could learn to appreciate me... but it all remains the same.* *i+knew+that+i+was+in+too+deep.+deep+enough+to+get+hurt.+i+never+thought+that+it+would+happen+though...+but+you+know+what?+pain+is+love.* * everytime you said 'i love you', i melted for you. all the pain and lies and i still delt with you. you said i shouldnt have feards, that we would be together for years... but you only brought me more tears, i guess its true what everyone hears... love is blind.* Heart ache, Heart Break Somehow it did not last Painful memories of a future, No longer join with the past. All the things I've shared with you- Were just in passing? Never true? I want and hope what can not be To know your heart, What I cannot see. Is this the feeling, what it is to care When all I feel is just despair? To give up this dream, again I try, But always hoping, asking why. I feel rejection, feel such pain; All I want is to try again But not if this is not true Love, And in His plan that's written above. Give Him my hurting, my pain inside, The broken part, the part that's died. So confused, I don't understand, I miss the feeling- holding your hand. Close my eyes and I feel scared, For all the caring, the time we've shared; To face a future, it all seems vain That I may have to go through this again. An emptiness is in my heart, Lonliness is such a part. Put it behind, look ahead, But all I see is your face instead. Something happened in my heart. Something changed before it fell apart. Once alone, I never felt lonely; But since I've met you, it cries for you only. I thought our hearts met, that they would be one- But like an eclipse of the moon, You left like the sun. Once I cared for so many things That to me were important- My life and my dreams. But after you came, and I shared you my heart, They lifted like fog, were no longer a part; For you filled my longing, My dreams and my plans, I let them fall right out of my hands. But now I'll move on to a life I don't know; To use the fear and excitement to help me to grow. To be who God made me, and grow in His Love, With my life I'll serve Him, my Father above. A kiss is like Summer Rain, Wishing it would fall again A pretty sunset, happy tear, A waterfall when you are near Life is such a melodey, When you're sharing here with me Time is like a lullaby, Gently flowing, Breezing by A sweet birds whistle, cheerful tune Soothing river, Or snow in June Fresh Spring Morning, A peaceful lake When my hand in yours you take Stars that twinkle, Moon that glows A secret place nobody knows A sunny day with a soft cool breeze Christmas Morn with snow filled trees But far much better than all of this- My time with you, And your Sweet Kiss Hope deferred,Complete submission, Patience enduring it's test; Love imprisoned, without deliverance, Overwhelmed, My heart's in distress. Love abounding, Doubt forsaken, Loneliness dwelling within; Ever waiting, Redemption approacheth, Filling my heart with rejoicing therein. I only know I love him, Though I could not tell you why More than all the special feelings, Or his kiss that makes me cry. Not for the dreams I'm dreaming Or for all the hopes we've shared, More than just emotion Or a heart that's filled with care. It's a choice that I make daily, I will love him from my heart As long as I am living Or until death do us part Being with you was like nothing Ever experienced, imagined, dreamed, As if all my life I were waiting, Waiting for you it seems. Never before carried away by emotion, And feelings had been all so few, That now,my heart, Swirling in commotion, Restless with continual thoughts of you, Is to me a raging tempest, If only I could put it to rest. What I feel I do not know, Could not name, Dare not show. Affection, Love, Infatuation? Is it body, mind, or soul? Or perhaps illumination, Or you that makes me whole. I realize it would break my heart If e're we two Should be apart. But let us ride this carousel again, And I shall battle the storm That rages within. I know that things are different now - we're living different lives. But even though our lives have changed,For hearts that stayed together stay together. I still think of you as mine. Intertwined, they become a part of one another - friends 'til the end of time. And when you go I know it will be okay for you and me. For all the names we give to things that change, for all the ways we say good-bye, for all the mistakes that we make... I always thought that our kind of relationship only existed in dreams - In the past I did not want to let anyone really know me Now I find that I am telling you things about me that I long ago forgot because I want you to understand everything about me In the past I only wanted people to see the best of me Now I find that I do not mind your seeing my faults because I want you to accept me the way I am In the past I thought that only I could make the right decisions for myself Now I can discuss all my ideas with you and you can help me make decisions because I have such a complete trust in you In the past I did not care how I treated people Now I find that I have a new sensitivity towards everyone because my softest emotions have been awakened by you In the past love was a word that I was not sure of Now I find that inside of me every fiber, every nerve, every emotion, every feeling is exploding in an overwhelming emotion of love I always thought that our kind of relationship only existed in dreams - Now I have found out that our kind of relationship is even better than my dreams and the love that I have discovered is all for you **True Friends** There are many people that we meet in our lives but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our minds and hearts It is these people that we will think of often and who will always remain important to us as true friends When things are confused I discuss them with you until they make sense When something good happens you are the first person I tell so I can share my happiness When I don't know what to do in a situation I ask your opinion and weigh it heavily with mine When I am lonely I call you because I never feel alone with you When I have a problem I ask for your help because your wiseness helps me to solve it When I want to have fun I want to be with you because we have such a great time together When I want to talk to someone I always talk to you because you understand me When I want the truth about something I call you because you are so honest It is so essential to have you in my life Thank you for being my friend It is so wonderful talking to you You know why I laugh and you know why I have tears It is so easy to be myself because I have you to talk to Thank you for listening to me and for understanding everything I say and everything I mean behind my words Thank you for being such a good friend to me Why friends wer Made.... God made the world with a heartful of love, Then He looked down from Heaven above, And saw that we all need a helping hand, Someone to share with, who'll understand. He made special people to see us through The glad times and the sad times, too; A person on whom we can always depend, Someone we can call a friend. God made friends so we'll carry a part Of His perfect love in all our hearts YOU'RE.... My friend, my companion, through good times and bad my friend, my buddy, through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years! My Friends . . . When you are sad, I will dry your tears. When you are scared, I will comfort your fears.When you are worried, I will give you hope. When you are confused, I will help you cope. And when you are lost, And can't see the light. I shall be your beacon Shining ever so bright This is my oath. I pledge till the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend. about me Name- April Kaye Cessna Age- 14 birth date- February 10,1990 Favorite Movie- Cry Baby, Dude Wheres My Car, And The Hot Chick oh oh and MEL!!!!! Worst Movie-dont know Best Type of Movie- Horror Worst Type- Western Favorite Food- Anything Mexican Favorite Book- Anything by Lois Duncan Favorite Sport- Basketball & softball Favorite Color- Blue! Favorite Number- 5!! Favorite Car- Fire Bird Favorite Drink- Dr.Pepper Color Hair- Brown Color Eyes- Brown Favorite Animal- Monkey