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Behind Closed Doors U Wanna What?
Eighteen years of livin' a lie
Why not live one more?
They don't know what they can't see behind closed doors
And u and I ...
How long have we been keepin' this on the DL?
Too damn old for kiss and tell
To weak to get the hell up when I fell
But who was ther to catch me?
Who was it but u?
All they see is the picture w/ a feined view
We know the truth
I lay in ur arms when no one is around
Yet we still can't say a word and we can't make a sound
Because they're always lookin' to catch us...
Behind those closed doors
So to hide ourselves from the violence
We live our love in silence
But when will we finally be free?
When can we make them see-
See our dream
Scared to hold u before their eyes
Excuses become lies times lies
Afraid to care because I know they'll stare
Can't kiss u on the cheek b/c of how they'll speak of us
Oneday we'll make them see our dream-
We'll make them see more
For now I guess will continue to hide behind the 15th door
On the real I just met u
And now u want me to let u
Go
I scratch my head and answer
"I don't know"
I've fallen in love w/ u in just four months
Now I gotta sacrifice u for somebody else's wants
Not for their needs
'Cuz what about me?
Where do I stand?
Belong to ur heart
But I melt in ur hands
And soon ur gonna feel me slip through like sand
Like the sand under ur feet u'll be walkin' on
Like my heart ur stompin' on
But this is a false alarm
Or is it?
I think not
I feel my mental goin' into shock
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Can't u see pain in my face
And I thought I was strong from top to base
But I see now how u've crumbled my walls
Basically busted my balls
And made me think,"damn I have that many flaws?"
What did I do wrong?
Utold me u were gonna stay
But we're havin' this convo and ur answer's not the same today
Come with "us"?
But I didn't put up a fuss
Oh yeah I ONLY jus' cried my eyes out
Yet I fight w/ myself about the fact I might be thinkin' of myself
Can't u hear me?
I'm on my knees screamin' help!
I'm jus' tired of all the bull $#!+
Tired of bein' dealt it
And now u tell me that u wanna leave me w/ this?!?

Freestyle ANOTHER STORM
From now on I'm gonna stop bein' the nice guy/Take advantage of me again I dare u to try/I swear I'm gonna make u do more than jus' cry/So back the fuck out my face if u tryin' not to die/And don't turn ur back n---a 'cuz I'll catch u on the sly/U a small fry/And I'm the extra value meal/We'll see how u feel when u watchin' ur gutts spill/Yes I'm pissed off/And yes I got it in for u all/I'm only 5 ft but now I'm stadin' 7 ft tall/ Towerin' like I'm Shaquille/Right now u gonna feel me/I'm comin' like I'm ten deep/On the creep/With my patience runnin' steep/DOn't try to stop what u can't I'm too strong for u/ I'm like Wesley Pipes/My d--- is too long for u/ And if u ever try to come at me again/ I'm gonna make u taste 'bout 5, and then I'm finishin' u w/ ten! Sit solo holdin' a convo on my own
Start to moan and tears drop like the start of a storm
A storm
Another fuckin' storm!
Caused by who?
Me?
You?
Or maybe both
I have seen no growth for the past two years
Two years of livin' in fear
Two years of drowning in tears
Two years of bein' trapped behind this fuckin' wall we call skin
I've lived my whole life in sin
So why the hell should I exit w/ a grin?
Cursed at birth the second I was doomed to this earth
A place w/ liars, cheats, and people who don't even know themselves
People who pick their personalities off of shelves that offer the most
And their motives r gross
Yet they judge me b/c of who I am?
I don't invite u into my life so why the hell r u here?
Don't even try to draw a tear by givin' me that bull$#!+ that u care
And don't give me that $#!+ about life not bein' fair
Lemme share somethin' w/ u
People r learnin' $#!+ about me they never knew
If u care to judge me my answer's fuck u
From livin' two lives I am now two people of one mind
Somewhat a creation of ur kind- the judges
Picked the hell aprt b/c I can't walk in a fuckin' str8 line
Fuck u
And who u r
What u do
And who ur not
B/c of u my insides r startin' to rot
Deteriorate in front of my face
Maybe that will appease this place and the hatred it has for me
I feel my mind burning behind my eyes
But I'm hangin' on
'Cuz out of these flames I know I'll soon rise

Coatesville Pa

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