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| THIS SITE IS FOR ALL THE STONERS , THE STONED, AND THE NOT SO SMASHED!!
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SONGS I HAVE WRITTEN TO HIDE THE PAIN...........
WORTHLESS
I SIT IN THIS CHAIR MADE OF WOUNDS AND PAIN,
I WISH TO REFRAIN FROM SHOWING THE SHIT I FEEL QUESTIONS I WISH TO DEAL WIT WETHER OR NOT BEING HERE WAS A MISTAKE OR A PLEASENTRY IF ANY ONE REALLY KNOWS ME IF ANYONE REALLY NOTICES THE LITTLE EFFORTS I MAKE OR EVEN HALF THE SHIT I TAKE IF I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY CARES IF I LIVE OR NOT BECAUSE RIGHT ABOUT NOW IM
CHORUS: HITTING THE BIG TIME WITH MAJOR PLAYERS OF FEAR AND FRUSTRATIONS NEVER ENDING FEARS OF LIVING LIFE WITHOUT SHIT AND WITH OUT THE POSSIBILY OF LOVE IN SLIM TO NONE PLACES, IM DEPARTING WITH SANITY AND HITCHING A RIDE WITH ANXIETY AND IT SEEMS LIKE A BUMPY RIDE!!!!!!!!
AFTER THE RIDE I GET HIGH TO PREVENT GETTING DOWN! AND AFTER I START FALLING FROM THE GRACES OF MENTAL ENRICHMENT AND I START SCREAMING NO NOT TONIGHT YEAH NOT TONIGHT. AND I HAVE A REASON WHATS MY CRIME? IM NOT A PUPPET SO QUIT PULLING MY STRINGS!
CHORUS: HITTING THE BIG TIME WITH MAJOR PLAYERS OF FEAR AND FRUSTRATIONS NEVER ENDING FEARS OF LIVING LIFE WITHOUT SHIT AND WITH OUT THE POSSIBILY OF LOVE IN SLIM TO NONE PLACES, IM DEPARTING WITH SANITY AND HITCHING A RIDE WITH ANXIETY AND IT SEEMS LIKE A BUMPY RIDE!!!!!!!!
(BOARDING THE TRAIN TO NOWHEREVILLE) WELL HERES MY STOP SO I BETTER HOP OFF BEFORE I GET LOST INTO A PLACE THAT REALITY BITES IN WEIRD PLACES IF YOU KNOW WHAT I BE SAYING RAISE UP AND SCREAM OUT MY NAME! OH WAIT YOU DONTKOW MY NAME CAUZ IM WORTHLESS NOBODY CARES NO BODY WANTS TO EITHER!!!!
CHORUS: HITTING THE BIG TIME WITH MAJOR PLAYERS OF FEAR AND FRUSTRATIONS NEVER ENDING FEARS OF LIVING LIFE WITHOUT SHIT AND WITH OUT THE POSSIBILY OF LOVE IN SLIM TO NONE PLACES, IM DEPARTING WITH SANITY AND HITCHING A RIDE WITH ANXIETY AND IT SEEMS LIKE A BUMPY RIDE!
TRYING TO REGAIN THIS ILLUSION OF CONTROL BUT ITS LIKE COLFUSION IMPOSIBLE TO THE THIRD DEGREE THINKING BOUT PICKING THE COLT BLASTING MY SELF BUT INSTED I PIK UP THE FORTY AND START DRINKING! AFTER THAT IM ON THE EDGE IM RIDING THE BRINK OF DESTRUCTION AND DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO SO I SPAZ OUT AND GO WITH FLOW OF THE RIVER I FELL SOMETHING I THIKS IT MY LIVER I YELL 4 HELP BUT NO ONE COMES THEN I REALIZE I AM WORTHLESS AND I START TO CHOKE ON THIS WORLD CANT TAKE IT NO LONGER AND WITH EVERY BRAKING MOMENT I BECOME LESS AND LESS STRONGER
HITTING THE BIG TIME WITH MAJOR PLAYERS OF FEAR AND FRUSTRATIONS NEVER ENDING FEARS OF LIVING LIFE WITHOUT SHIT AND WITH OUT THE POSSIBILY OF LOVE IN SLIM TO NONE PLACES, IM DEPARTING WITH SANITY AND HITCHING A RIDE WITH ANXIETY AND IT SEEMS LIKE A BUMPY RIDE AND IT SEEMS MUCH LONGER THEN TIME AND IN REALITY IT IS BUT ONLY WITH THIS RHYME SO WHEN I WAKE I REALIZE IT AINT THE HEAT ITS THE HUIMIDITY AND ITS ALL BECUZ OF MY STUPIDITY!!!
DOG DAYS
ANIMOSTIY TOWARDS YOU , I LOATH YOU , CANT YOU CONCEVE THIS?
WHY CANT U DEDUCE THAT THIS TANGIBILITY I HAVE IS AGAINST YOU?
AND THE OUTCOME IS .......A SOLUTION OF FEIRCE RETRUBUTION.. DOG DAYS, WAITING TILL THE DAY THIS HOSTILITY IS TERMINATED BY DETERMINATION OF STRONG WILL AND SHEER FORCE, AND THIS MIND SET IS A DEBACLE NEVER TO BE TAKEN LIGHTLY.... DOUBLE EDGED SWORD OF METAPHYSICAL ENERGY....DOOOOOG DAAAAAAYS
POSIONSUS GASES SEEKING THROUGH MY IMMUNE SYSTEM, GENO-SADISTIC THOUGHTS GON TRAVELING THROUGH THIS HUMAN CARTOONS MIND UN-INTILIZED TILL NOW,.... OOOOOPENED UP MY EYES AND WAS SICKEND AT THE SIGHT OOOOOF THIS BAFOON THAT WAS FILLED WITH IMMACULET DELUSIONS, THE THERORY OF NOT ONE TO BE TAMPERED WITH TILL I GOT MY HAND ON IT NOW IM GONNA CHANGE THE RULES SETUP BY THE FOOLS, AND THESE LAME ASS TACKY RULES AHHH NO WAY THIS SHIT IS WAY TO GAY FOR ME TO SAY OK SHORE WHY NOT THESE RULES TAINT NO MORE THIS WORLD AINT NO MORE ITS UNDER THE REIGN OF DOG DAYS.
DEPORTATION OF LIFELESS PROHIBTION,..........BUT THERE IS A LIMITATION TO MY INHIBITION, INTER WOKEN GENOCIDISTIC THOUGHTS, ONLY FEARING THE UPSIDE TO THE DOWNTRODDEN RIDICULE, IM THE RULER OF THIS SO CALLED REIGN OF DOG DAYS BEATEN TO THE SUICIDAL GENIUS OF CORPORAL PUNISHMENT, SADODISTIC TENDENCIES LED BY THE CHIEF OF INTER TWISTED DOG BEATS OF THE GENERAL ADMISSION DOG DAYS LEAD THE PACK BY 21 BEAT THE HOUSE
POSIONSUS GASES SEEKING THROUGH MY IMMUNE SYSTEM, GENO-SADISTIC THOUGHTS GON TRAVELING THROUGH THIS BAFOONS MIND UN-INTILIZED TILL NOW,........................... OOOOOPENED MY EYES AND WAS SICKEND AT THE SIGHT OOOOOF THIS BALLOON THAT WAS FILLED WITH IMMACULET DELUSIONS, THE THERORY OF NOT ONE TO BE TAMPERED WITH TILL I GOT MY HAND ON IT NOW IM GONNA CHANGE THE RULES SETUP BY THE FOOLS, AND THESE LAME ASS TACKY RULES AHHH NO WAY THIS SHIT IS WAY TO GAY FOR ME TO SAY OK SHORE WHY NOT THESE RULES TAINT NO MORE THIS WORLD AINT NO MORE ITS UNDER THE REIGN OF DOG DAYS.
BETWEEN THE LAWS OF MAN AND BEAST THE SHIT CAN BE PEICED TOGETHER THE RULES WILL NEVER EVER BE THE SAME WITHIN THE REIGN OF THE DOG DAYS , THIS PERIODICAL RULE SHALL BE THE ONLY WAY ONE MAN CAN BE FORESHADOWED TO WIN, YOU TAKE US ON WE TAKE YOU DOWN,, THIS LEANING TOWER OF POWER AND CORRUPT MONEY HUNGRY DAWGS! HOO HOO , HEAR THAT? ITS THE SOUND OF THE DOG DAYS ~!
BE PREPARED TO BE SCARED INSANE, OUTSIDE OF THE MEBRANE, REMEBERANCE IS FUTILE, WHILE THE DOG DAYS ARE STILL IN NUMERO UNO POSTION ON THE BOARD!! ROLE A DUB DUB THREE MAN DOWN ONE MAN MADE OF FLUB BE SHOTTEN GRUB GRUB THREE MEN DIEING FEED BY THE HATRED OF FEAR AND SNAP SNAP BAM BLAM THATS SOUND THE OF A DOG BEING TRAINED TO KILL ONLY DURING THE RULE OF DOG DAYS!! WHOO WOOF WOOF
HATERED IN MY EYES
Dispite this incident being “real” is the only way I can feel, never wanna go back to being the same and I dont wanna feel like a heel never going back to inane day that tie and I stood still while life passed us by, ill never be the same never gonna go back to playing that same ol game, never ever gonna be somebody’s doormat I refuse to be the man I dispise within the courtship of my enemies eyes! can I ever never return to that place I call home cuz I was just replaced by guilt and confusion and right here right now IM.....
Chorus : IM tired of that place where every one thinks they know my face tired of feeling like everys ones dummy only to be confused with there wives they call honey and I can never go back to that day that I was struck with this “ nonsense “ every flowing like my words of peace and I can only speak the same insane truth I seek for once I have to call my shots or I can sit here acting the way feel never to spoken of highly except when a good deed unpunished on the just has been tried and cannot be expected of me to wait around and grow old in this town that never wants a word of wisdom but always has some to speak of , though I can always find a reason that seems in one way deceiving and in another delicate and fragile.!!!!!!
Quit giving me the third degree what did I do? you have a crime but wheres the reason? ive never heard you justification of the matter so why do you claw at my existence you brought me here you tought me whats right and whats wrong!!! or at least that what I w as tought the very distrot night , quit surrounding me with this no non-sense policy of sanity ive never heard so much bull shit ! except when you blamed that time for the thing you did what was it again? oh yeah I dont remember cuz thats what you told me to tell mom! can I speak the truth or do you want me to mock you and say fuck you to every one that gets close?? can I speak yet or do u have to hit me again and again? I keep getting up so there has to be more
Chorus : IM tired of that place where every one thinks they know my face tired of feeling like everys ones dummy only to be confused with there wives they call honey and I can go never go back to that day that I was struck with this “ nonsense “ every flowing like my words of peace and I can only speak the same insane truth I seek for once I have to call my shots or I can sit here acting the way I feel never to be spoken of highly except when a good deed unpunished on the just has been tried and cannot be expected of me to wait around and grow old in this town that never wants a word of wisdom but always has some to speak of though I can always find a reason that seems deceiving
Life was supposed to be a godsend but thanks to you Dad I cant even get up in the morning without suicide crossing my mind!! I feel like this aint what my life should be then again I dont feel like any much lately thanks to you and your sticks and stones! but you can keep breaking my bones becuz they can and will all ways will heal although that feeling I get in my stomach when I see you when I wake up it will never go away cuz thats the feeling of dispise and hatred I know I shouldn’t feel that way but then gain you shouldn’t act that way which you do . can I get over shore, but will I ?
NEVER NEVER EVER AGAIN SHALL I GO DOWN BEFORE YOU, NEVER NEVER EVER AGAIN SHALL I BOW DOWN BEFORE YOU, AND NEVER NEVER EVER AGAIN CAN I OR WILL I EVER SHOW RESPECT TO OR FOR YOU , YOU KNOW WHY? CUZ I CAN NOT RESPECT THOSE WHO WISH TO HARM ME, NETHER CAN I TO YOU MOM WHO LET THIS CODE ONE MELT DOWN TURN INTO WORLD WIDE DEVISTATION! THANKS FOR GIVING ME THIS LIFE AND MAKING ME YOUR ONLY BEAUTIFUL CREATION BUT YOU TAKE THIS WORLD AND STICK IT
“ THE CAGGED RAPTURE “
WHY DO YO STARE?
ARE YOU SCARED?
YOU LIKE UPON WITH SUCH DISPAIR AND DISTAIN!
CAN I HELP YOU OR DO YOU JUST WANN TA LIE AND CRY
I CANT HELP IF I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY YOU LAY AND
WAIT BUT CRY AND WHEN EVERY THING LOOKS GOOD YOU WANN DIE I JUST HAVE TO ASK
WHY WHY WHY WHY !!!!!!!!!!DO YOU WANT TO WHAT WILL IT PROVE?
YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY ABOUT YOU PPL WITH THE PITY OF ONE AND LOVE OF NONE NOTHING CAUSE YOU PPL WONT LISTEN AND IF YOU DONT CARE NEITHER DO I
WELL WELL WELL LOOK AT YOU MR IM NOT POPULAR BOO HOOO HOOO GET UP AND CHANGE IT OR DONT JUST GET UP AND REACH OUT IM TIRED OF REACHING AND REACHING WHAT DOES IT PROVE YOUR HARD HEADED OR JUST STUPID AND AT TIMES LIKE THIS I JUST HAVE TA ASK
WHY WHY WHY WHY !!!!!!!!!!DO YOU WANT TO WHAT WILL IT PROVE?
YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY ABOUT YOU PPL WITH THE PITY OF ONE AND LOVE OF NONE NOTHING CAUSE YOU PPL WONT LISTEN AND IF YOU DONT CARE NEITHER DO I
HUM WHAT HAVENT I SAID YET ? THAT I HAVENT HAD TO REGRET!
OOH YES SO YA THINK YOU AINT GOT NO BODY HOW DO YOU THINK EVERY ONE ELSE FEELS? HUM WELL IM WAITINGS FOR YA ANSWER OH OYU DONT HAVE ONE? HUM THATS STRANGE? YEAH THATS WHAT I THOUGHT SO SHUT YOUR MOUTH GET UP AND CHANGE OR DONT WHO CARES NOBODY BUT YOU BUT YET YOU STILL STARE WITH DISPAIR!! AND AT TIMES LIKE THERE YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO ASK?
WHY WHY WHY WHY !!!!!!!!!!DO YOU WANT TO WHAT WILL IT PROVE?
YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY ABOUT YOU PPL WITH THE PITY OF ONE AND LOVE OF NONE NOTHING CAUSE YOU PPL WONT LISTEN AND IF YOU DONT CARE NEITHER DO I
SO LAST BUT NOT YET DONT SAY YEAH I BET BEFORE YOU LISTEN TO THE STORY IM TRYING TO TEACH TO YOU
IM TRYING TO REACH OUT TO YOU BUT IM GETTING FROST BITE SO EITHER HEAT UP YA ATTITUDE OR JUST GO AND BECOME A STATISTIC IT DONT MATTER TO ME!! EITHER WAY YOUR GONNA DO WHAT YOU WANT OH BUT BEFORE YOU GO I HAVE A NEW QUESTION FOR YOU
WHEN YA GONE WHOS GONNA DATE YOUR GIRLFRIEND?WHOS GONNA TELL YOUR PARENTS YOU LOVE THEM? WHOS GONNA WALK THE DOG? DO YOU KNOW ANYONE WHO FITS THE DISCRIPTION? I DO BUT HE AINT HERE NO MORE!
AND AT TIMES LIKE THESE I LOOK BACK AND SNICKER CAUSE I KNOW YOUR WAITING TO VIKER OVER THE LYRICS AND WHOS RIGHT AND WRONG AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE ANSWER IS? WELL WHY DONT I REPEAT THE QUESTION
WHY WHY WHY WHY !!!!!!!!!!DO YOU WANT TO WHAT WILL IT PROVE?
YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY ABOUT YOU PPL WITH THE PITY OF ONE AND LOVE OF NONE NOTHING CAUSE YOU PPL WONT LISTEN AND IF YOU DONT CARE NEITHER DO I
OVER AND HOPEFULLY NOT YET OUT
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WHY CANNOT I SEE THROUGH THESE EYES OF MAN,I LOOK HARDER AND HARDER BUT THE IMAGE CANNOT BE CAPTURED,DEATH IS A VIEWING THROUGH WHICH I DONT WANNA SEE,AS I WAVE GOODBYE TO TODAY I KNOW IT MAY BE THE LAST,BUT CANT LET IT GET TO ME I KNOW THIS SHIT WONT HAPPEN,IF THIS I WHAT I SEE THROUGH THESE DEMENTED EYES,WHAT MUST I BE SEEING IN MY DREAMS?,LOOK AT ME ! WHY CANNOT YOU SEE I CANNOT? WHAT COULD IT BE? IS IT JUST ME OR IS THIS WORLD TO MUCH FOR MANY? OR COULD IT BE FOR MANY?
CHORUS: I WAS DEEMED BY THE MANY THE SPITFIRE OF DREAD, I CAN NEVER REMEMBER THAT OF WHICH THAT HAD BEEN SAID, SOME WISH I WAS DEAD I WISH THAT IT WAS NOT TRUE BUT IT IS FOR WHICH I ONCE HAD DREAD , AND FOR ALL TO BE READ THE LEGACY OF ONE MAN WHO HAS NOT MUCH BUT HAS ENOUGH TO BE...CUZ RIGHT ABOUT NOW I ON THE RAZORS EDGE THINKING BOUT SLIPPING ON MY HEAD, THESE THOUGHTS ARE MORE PROFANITY THEN SHOULD BE READ BUT I CANT STOP NOW FOR IM SLITTING MY THROAT BEATING MY FACE IN WITH A BLUNT OBJECT ALL WHILE WRITING THIS SONG OF TORMENT
NEXT DAY I WAKE UP ,THROW UP, THEN I HAVE TO SHOW UP FOR THE DEAD END JOB FOR WHERE I AM EMPLOYED ,THEY THE ONLY WHOS WHO DONT DO THE DRUG TEST SO IM COOL JUST DONT SHOW SIGNS OF BURN OUT, THROUGHTOUT THE DAY I RUN AWAY FROM THE LITTLE PROBLEMS OF LIFE AND THROUGHT MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER AND GO TO DEAL WITH MY STRIFE ...I CANT FEEL THE CONTROL IN MY LIFE....WHAT DOES THIS SHIT MEAN....AHHHHHHHHH.. DAMMIT I CANNOT SEE THROUGH THE EYES OF MAN I DONT KNOW WHY I FEEL THIS WAY ........RRGHGH....GOD DAMMIT THE FAGGET WHO GAVE ME THE CURSE OF HATING ALL AND SEEING NONE.....RIGHT NOW DEATH SEEMS LIKE MY ONLY FORM OF LIFE.......
CHORUS: I WAS DEEMED BY THE MANY THE SPITFIRE OF DREAD, I CAN NEVER REMEMBER THAT OF WHICH THAT HAD BEEN SAID, SOME WISH I WAS DEAD I WISH THAT IT WAS NOT TRUE BUT IT IS FOR WHICH I ONCE HAD DREAD , AND FOR ALL TO BE READ THE LEGACY OF ONE MAN WHO HAS NOT MUCH BUT HAS ENOUGH TO BE...CUZ RIGHT ABOUT NOW I ON THE RAZORS EDGE THINKING BOUT SLIPPING ON MY HEAD, THESE THOUGHTS ARE MORE PROFANITY THEN SHOULD BE READ BUT I CANT STOP NOW FOR IM SLITTING MY THROAT BEATING MY FACE IN WITH A BLUNT OBJECT ALL WHILE WRITING THIS SONG OF TORMENT
DAMMIT I CAN SEE THE ONLY THE BAD BUT WHERES THE GOOD.....THROUGH THESE EYS OF ME AND MAN.....WHERES THE GOOD? CAN I JUST NO SEE IT ? AM I NOT LOOKING THROUGH THE EYES IN THE RIGHT SPOT? WHAT AM I DOING WRONG! I DONT KNOW BUT RIGHT ABOUT KNOW IM ABOUT TO BLOW MY TOP AND START TO FLOP ..... ON THE GROUND MAYBE SOMEONE GOOD WILL HELP OR MAYBE THE BAD WILL STEAL MY WALLET..........AHHHHHH....THIS ANGER SWELLS MY HEAD AND MY HEART....I MAY NOT BE GOOD BUT IM NOT BAD....MY VISION IS GOING SLOWLY MAYBE THATS THE WAY IT SHOULD BE...MY EYES FADING...MY LIFE IS SHADY... MY LOVE FOR ANY HAS ALMOST DISAPPEARED COMPLETLY....
CHORUS: I WAS DEEMED BY THE MANY THE SPITFIRE OF DREAD, I CAN NEVER REMEMBER THAT OF WHICH THAT HAD BEEN SAID, SOME WISH I WAS DEAD I WISH THAT IT WAS NOT TRUE BUT IT IS FOR WHICH I ONCE HAD DREAD , AND FOR ALL TO BE READ THE LEGACY OF ONE MAN WHO HAS NOT MUCH BUT HAS ENOUGH TO BE...CUZ RIGHT ABOUT NOW I ON THE RAZORS EDGE THINKING BOUT SLIPPING ON MY HEAD, THESE THOUGHTS ARE MORE PROFANITY THEN SHOULD BE READ BUT I CANT STOP NOW FOR IM SLITTING MY THROAT BEATING MY FACE IN WITH A BLUNT OBJECT ALL WHILE WRITING THIS SONG OF TORMENT
REMINISENCE OF RAMPAGE
lonely age with lonely thoughts, lonely man with lonely dreams
it aint what youd expect a man who has what he wants still wants what he cant have. he has a Reminiscence of Rampage. For what he has is not to be seen, for what is seen is only what one may dream. sadistic words in sadistic mind not clear but made up. called by many ppl of many things of many splendor for one who has this much one can only wonder of what he has not .
chorus: ever tried to make sense of things that are forgotten ? ever tried to love one who you lost? have you ever ever wondered at the place of never mind? well I have,i have! ever stereotyped somebody for who they were ? well I have, I have! ever wondered why little bobby can always get away with things that we must pay for? well I have, I have
2nd line in 2nd line out peace in peace out having fears having doubt wondering of trouble here wondering of trouble now having REMINISENCE OF RAMPAGE breaking things that arent mine I get a high from hurting those who haven’t hurt me but I have troubled furies and visions
chorus: ever tried to make sense of things that are forgotten ? ever tried to love one who you lost? have you ever ever wondered at the place of never mind? well i have,i have! ever stereotyped somebody for who they were ? well I have, I have! ever wondered why little bobby can always get away with things that we must pay for? well I have, I have
sometimes I cant sleep cause of these nightmares which fuel my Rampage reminiscent to all. my torment shielded by these hopes of future but only falling short . walking alone and down writing this song of trials and tribulations of every day man who has to face the music to which he plays his own instrument.
chorus: ever tried to make sense of things that are forgotten ? ever tried to love one who you lost? have you ever ever wondered at the place of never mind? well I have,i have! ever stereotyped somebody for who they were ? well I have, I have! ever wondered why little bobby can always get away with things that we must pay for? well I have, I have
deep beyond the mind of me I can harbor this feeling to which there is a hich to. if I revel in self pity then I too become pity so when you start feeling this Reminiscence of Rampage just count to 10 and get high to prevent getting down and if ya worried about being Physocotic ask yourself
(CHOURS)
DEPOSTION OF DEPRESSION
I HAVE THIS FEELING DEEP INSIDE,
ITS WONT GO AWAY OR EVEN SUB-SIDE,
IVE HAD IT FOR DAYS AND DAYS AND EVEN DURING THE RAIN
CANT THINK CLEARLY OR EVEN EAT WITH OUT THE PAIN
HIDING IT DONT HELP
SO I SCREAM AND YELP
BUT IT NEVER GOES AWAY,
AND IT LEAVES ME TO ONLY TO SAY AND MUTER,
WHY MUST I HAVE FEELINGS TO DIE
YOU STAND BY WAITING
YOU STAND AT MY SIDE,
NOT KNOWING HOW OR WHAT TO DO
SO YOU SIGH AND CRY,
I WISH I COULD HELP YOU HELP ME
BUT I CANT CUZ ITS MY MISERY
IM SICK AND TWISTED
STUCK IN THIS WORLD AND NEVER MISSED BY N E ONE
COMPRIMISED AT THE HIP
CONJOINED BY MY LIP
STUCK TO WONDER WHY
I AM CURSED AND IT SEEMS LIKE I
CAN SEE IT OR FEEL IT
I NEVER KNOW
WHERE TO GO
WHERE TO RUN AND HIDE
NEVER KNOW WHERE GO AND HAVE FUN
AND QUIT THINKING BOUT HAVING TO DIE
ALWAYS HELD WITH THESE STRICT RULES
WHEN WITH THIS SHAME AND DOUBT
I COULD LIVE MY FULL LIFE OUT
BUT I WONT THINKING BOUT DRINKING
AND KILLING THE DAY AWAY
WITH THE PAIN AND SADISTIC THOUGHTS HELD
BY MY OWN LITTLE MYSTICAL WORLD OF HELL
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