hey im helen ( as you may have guessed)and im 18 (woo, the joys) ,I wanted to make a website and being selfish i thought i'd make it about me!! I'm a quiet girl whose often mistaken for being quite innocent, however the reason i'm quiet is that i'm never quiet in reality and spend alot of my time day dreaming(it's an addiction, i swear) plus my mum used to tell me (in a nagging voice that makes you shudder like youv just eaten your own sick) "if you don't have anything nice to say,dont say it at all) and hey presto i was silent for years wich gave me time to explore the nag free world of my imagination. basically i can be an absolute bitch without people knowing what im thinking, however sometimes these thoughts slip out without realising (when that happens , run i tell you , run as fast as you can, don't stop to save your half dead fat hampster, whose decaying in a cage of stale piss, just run!!!!!!!save yourself!!!.) so anyway im going to let you into my strange world and hopefully if i can actually be bothered make a daily diary on this site, but we all know thats not going to last long. p.s sorry theres no photos tis just i had to pay for them to be uploaded and fuk that, im stingy!!