Michael & I met in a chat room something that i have never done before was go into a chat room, but I was bored and thought that I would go and check it out, to see what it was all about. Shortly after I logged in I received an instant message and I was very hesitant to reply to it. For some reason I did and Michael and I began talking. Each time that we talked we had learned that we had more and more in common. Michael has the voice of an angel sent to me from up above. I could sit and listen to him all day; not just because of his wonderful voice but for who he is and the way he makes me laugh and smile. Each day I would find myself wondering if I would get the chance to talk to him that evening. That is when I go online is in the evening. When he would instant message me I would get butterflies in my stomach and he made me feel so alive, so free like I was floating on a cloud that was carrying me. Each time that one of us had to go offline my heart would drop. The more we talked and got to know each other the more that I knew my feelings were growing deeper and stronger for this man. I tried so hard to fight my feelings; I just couldnt though; the more that I fought my feelings the stronger they got for Michael. This man who lives thousands of miles away from me. We hadnt talked for about a week and I realized just how strong my love was growing for this man. I felt so lost; so empty without talking to him. I didnt understand why this was happening to me. I know that we dont choose when we fall in love with someone but this was different, it felt as if this was meant to be. I believe that there is someone out there for everyone and i do believe that this is one of those cases. Michael he makes me feel things that i have never felt before in my life and i have come to love him so much that i cry. When we did finally get to talk online again he told me how he felt for me and I had expressed that i had felt the same way. I couldnt imagine my life now without Michael in it. I have given my heart to a man that lives thousands of miles away from me. There is something different about Michael; I hear it in his voice when i talk to him, I feel it in the words that he types to me and that i read each time we are online. This wonderful man is everything to me, I want him to know what it feels like to actually be completely loved and to be happy. I have told him things that i havent told anyone. We talk about anything and everything and i feel so comfortable talking to him, as if I have known him my entire life. I hear a song on the radio and i think of Michael. He makes me feel like I have never felt before in my life. I just wish that we didnt live so far away from each other; I know that someday that isnt going to be an issue. But for now all I can do is close my eyes at night and think about the forthcoming nights that i will fall asleep in his arms and wake up to his smile each morning.