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Closer You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no Soul to tell Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get Away from myself I want to f**k you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to f**k you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that It brings You can have my absence of faith, you can have my Everything Help me tear down my reason, help me its’ your sex i Can smell Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody Else I want to f**k you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to f**k you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god Through every forest, above the trees Within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive You are the reason I stay alive The+Wretched Just a reflection Just a glimpse Just a little reminder Of all the what abouts And all the might have Could have beens Another day Some other way But not another reason to continue And now you’re one of us The wretched The hopes and prays The better days The far aways Forget it It didn’t turn out the way you wanted it to, did it Now you know This is what it feels like Now you know This is what it feels like The clouds will part and the sky cracks open And God himself will reach his fucking arm through Just to push you down Just to hold you down Stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss And it’s hard to believe it could come down to this Back at the beginning Sinking Spinning And in the end We still pretend The time we spend Not knowing when You’re finally free And you could be But it didn’t turn out the way you wanted it to It didn’t turn out quite the way you wanted it Now you know This is what it feels like You can try to stop it but it keeps on coming You can try to stop it but Hurt I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that’s real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear my crown of s**t On my liar’s chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stain of time The feeling disappears You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way Sin You give me the reason. You give me control. I gave you my purity. My purity you stole. Did you think I wouldn’t recognize this compromise. Am I just too stupid to realize. Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies It comes down to this. Your kiss. Your fist. And your strain. It get’s under my skin. Within. Take in the extent of my sin You give me the anger. You give me the nerve. Carry out the sentence. I get what I deserve. I’m just an effigy to be defaced. To be disgraced. Your need for me has been replaced. And if I can’t have everything well then just give me a taste. It comes down to this. Your kiss. Your fist. And your strain. It get’s under my skin. Within. Starfu**ers+Inc. My God sits in the back of the limousine My God comes in a wrapper of cellophane My God pouts on the cover of the magazine My god’s a shallow little b**** trying to make the scene I have arrived and this time you should believe the hype I listened to everyone now I know that everyone was right I’ll be there for you as long as it works for me I play a game It’s called insincerity Starf***ers Starf***ers Starf***ers, inc. Starf***ers I am every f**king thing and just a little more I sold my soul but don’t you dare call me a whore And when I suck you off not a drop will go to waste It’s really not so bad you know once you get past the taste, yeah (a**kisser) Star**ckers All our pain How did we ever get by without you? You’re so vain I bet you think this song is about you Don’t you Don’t you Don’t you Don’t you Now I belong I’m one of the chosen ones Now I belong I’m one of the beautiful ones Suck There is no God up in the sky tonight No sign of heaven anywhere in sight All that was true is left behind Once I could see now I am blind Don’t want your dreams you try to sell This disease I give to myself How does it feel? How does it feel? She makes it sweeter than the sun I get too tight I come undone I bow my head to confess The temple walls are made of flesh Runs up my arms ’til I’m on track Itches my skin right off of my back I’ll heal your wounds I’ll set you free I’m jesus christ on ecstacy How does it feel? How does it feel? I am so dirty on the inside I am so dirty on the inside I am so dirty on the inside I am so dirty on the inside How does it feel? How does it feel? Suck Suck Suck Suck Wish this is the first day of my last days i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away i put my faith in god and my trust in you now there's nothing more f**ked up i could do wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big f**king hole no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck don't think you're having all the fun you know me i hate everyone wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you i want to but i can't turn back but i want to Only I'm becoming less to find as days go by Fading away Well you might say I'm loosing focus Kind adrifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x3] Less concerned about fitting into the world Your world that is Because it doesn't really matter (no it doesn't really matter anymore) None of this really matters anymore Yes I'm alone but then again I always was As far back as I can tell I think maybe it's because you never were really real to begin with I just made you up to hurt myself And it worked. Yes it did! There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no f**king you There is only me There is no f**king you There is only me Only Only Only The tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be scab and I had this funny feeling Like I just knew it was something bad I just couldn't leave it alone, picking at that scab Was a doorway trying to seal itself shut But I climbed through Now I am somehwere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I knew I really Shouldn't see And now I know why (yea now I know why) Things aren't as pretty On the inside There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no f**king you There is only me There is no f**king you There is only me Every+Day+Is+Exactly+The+Same I believe I can see the future Because I repeat the same routine I think I used to have a purpose But then again That might have been a dream I think I used to have a voice Now i never make a sound I just do what I've been told I really don't want them to come around again Oh, no Everyday is exactly the same Everyday is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Everyday is exactly the same I can feel thier eyes are watching In case I loose myself again Sometimes I think I'm happy here Sometimes, yet I still pretend I can't remember how this got started But I can tell you exactly how it will end Everyday is exactly the same Everyday is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Everyday is exactly the same I'm writing on a little piece of paper I'm hoping someday you might find I'll hide it behind something They won't look behind I am still inside here A little bit comes bleeding through I wish this could have been any other way But I just don't know- I don't know what else I can do! The+Hand+That+Feeds You're keeping in step In the line Got your chin held high and you feel just fine Because you do What you're told But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold Just how deep do you believe? Will you bite the hand that feeds? Will you chew until it bleeds? Can you get up off your knees? Are you brave enough to see? Do you want to change it? What if this whole crusade's A charade And behind it all there's a price to be paid For the blood On which we dine Justified in the name of the holy and the divine Just how deep do you believe? Will you bite the hand that feeds? Will you chew until it bleeds? Can you get up off your knees? Are you brave enough to see? Do you want to change it? So naive I keep holding on to what I want to believe I can see But I keep holding on and on and on and on Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees? Getting+Smaller Getting a little irradic here And I don't know who to trust I guess it got away (you're reading my mind) I guess I've got to adjust I've got my arms a-flip-flop-flip-flop-flip I got my head on spring And I thought I got you on my side I havn't got f**king anything I'm just a face in the crowd Nothing to worry about Not even trying to stand out I'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller and I got nothing to say Its all been taken away I just behave and obey I'm afriad im starting to fade away I can hardly see through the cracks (when i press up on the wall) I'm not looking to stand up real high (id be happy to crawl) I think I'm loosing my grip (but i can still make a fist) You know I've still got my one good arm and i can beat i can beat myself up with it! I'm just a face in the crowd Nothing to worry about Not even trying to stand out I'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller and I got nothing to say Its all been taken away I just behave and obey I'm afriad im starting to fade away And for what it was worth I really used to believe That maybe there was one great thing We could achieve Now I can't tell the difference between what I've been trying soo hard to see, and what appears to Be real Fading away My world is getting smaller everyday (and thats ok) Sunspots Sunspots catch a glare in my eyes Sometimes I foget I'm alive I feel it coming and I've gotta get out of it's way I hear it calling and I come because I can't disobey I should not listen and I shouldn't believe but I do, yes I do She turns me on She Makes It Real I have To Appolagize For The Way I Feel My life, it seems has taken a turn Why in the name of god would I ever want to return Peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground F**k in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around I wanna kill away the rest of whats left and i do yes i do She turns me on She makes it real I have to appolagize For the way I feel And nothing can stop me now There is nothing to fear And everything I'd ever want Is inside a tear Now I just stare into the sun And I see everything I've done I think I could've been someone But I can't stop what has begun When everything is said and done And there is no place left to run I think I used to be someone Now I just stare into the sun With+Teeth

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