Poetry of Heart

I lie awake in the dark with the pain of yesterday still burning my eyelids away every time they shut.

I hold the pills in one hand, and my last drink in the other. I choose a childhood memory to send me to sleep.

I awaken to nothing. I look around just to find nothing and noone, just to find I am nowhere.

I yell to the distance, and what i hear will never leave my wilted ears, "We're so sorry ma'am, but there was no more we could do. We lost him."

the sobs, the horrific sobs. They ring on twenty times louder in my head, as if they are branded onto my memory.

I cry into the distance, "Send me back, I want to go back. They really do love me. They really do care, they really do; they really-"

i fall onto the ground, weak with sorrow and more pain than i could ever imagine before.

I am suddenly non-existant. I am what I wished I was for so long, but now there is no rewinding it. There is no turning back.

The rest of eternity will be spent with the memories of what i have done taunting me to insanity; yet i cannot do anything, but sit and wear away to nothing...
Because i am nothing.

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