| Hey… ummm.. im not very good at keeping diarys. But I think I will try and keep one cos of all these feeling inside. (ok that sounded kind of gay) ummm… well I suppose I’d better introduce myself. Im Lisa Houston ( I’m not gonna tell u my middle name cos its kinda embarrasing ) Im 15 ( 16 very very soon ) infact ive already had my 16th birthday party. Which was very weird. Everyone else seemed to enjoy it though. My best Friend is Shadae. She is from Zimbabwae in Africa. Yes.. I’m a christian. I go to christian Life Centre Church most Sundays and Wednesdays. Which is pretty kewl. Shadae knows everything about me. She know’s all my secrets. All my fears. All my things I like. She is the typical best friend. If your wondering ‘what about the boys??’ Yes.. there are boys in my life. I’m going out with Kieran. He’s a real sweetie. And I almost lost him. Ok.. let me start from the start. Ok.. there is this guy Reuben. I think ive known him since I was like.. standard 4. Anyways.. I used to have this massive crush on him! And all of a sudden he’s come back into my life. Well… it was really weird actually. Cos I didn’t think he was a christian and then I saw him at a church do. So I said hi. And then I got closer to him when I started talking to him on msn. Then I talked to him more at youth group. And then he started coming over to my house. Ok… I know what you are thinking. I’m going out with kieran. Yes.. I love kieran. I only liked Reuben as a mate. But Reuben thought differently and when he realised that he couldn’t get me He asked Shadae out in replacement of me. I started getting worried about him hurting shadae and I even started getting further away from kieran which I think is what Reuben wanted to happen. Anyways… Last night Reuben told me that if he was gonna hurt me and shadae he may as well hurt everyone else 2 And he told me he was gonna kill himself. I think I did the wrong thing and I told him that I didn’t care if he commited suicide and to go ahead and do it. Shadae was really worried. And he kept using her. Then today I blocked and deleted Reuben and he dumped shadae. Then shadae said she was gonna commit suicide cos she was so upset about reuben dumping her. So I was like.. ‘whatever’ and I was saying all this stuff about how immature she was to my other friend you might hear a bit about. Her name is Lara. Lara is my second best friend but we always seem to get in fights about things. I’ve only known lara this year though and I think I still have a lot to learn about her. Then there’s jade. Jade is a real sweetie. But he also REALLY likes me. I like Jade.. but only as a friend. He dosnt seem to understand that. And it really bugs me how he is really clingy and wants me so bad. Jade is a christian. I go to church with him and ive only know him a couple of months ( tho it seems like longer ) Jade is not my type, But he just dosnt seem to understand that. Ummm then there’s Simon. Simon used to like me. But he got over that real quick when he started hooking up with my m8 mink at my 16th. They are going out now ( simon and mink ) which I think is really kewl. Mink is in my class at school ( even though it’s the skewl holidays right now ) She is quite kewl. I don’t know her that well but her and Phillipa ( known as Phil ) are really funny and always make me laugh. Then theres the group that I hang round with at lunch time. They are real kewl ( never a better bunch to hang with at lunch) Ummm.. there’s Rushke, shes south african and she’s real kewl. She never backstabs and shes sweet as. There’s Elyse, there was a big misunderstanding earlier on in the year when I started going out with kieran. She liked him and I liked him and he asked me out and Elyse got a bit upset. But I think shes sweet about it now And she likes this guy Kahn who is a real egg. All Kahn thinks about is SEX and if he wants it he will get it. I absolutley hate him. But he is mates with most the people that I hang round with. So I grin and bear it. Ok then theres… Jennifer. Jennifer is kewl as. I don’t know her that well and we don’t ushally talk but shes kewl to hang round with. I don’t think she likes me that much. Umm.. who else Is there? Kimi.. Kimi is quite kewl. I also don’t really know her that well but shes got really kewl hair and I talk to her sometimes. Jessica F.. shes ok. But I think she is the one that causes a lot of fights in our group. Then there’s Jessica H.. shes a bit of a tag along really. I don’t think she has many friends. So she hangs round with us. She smells a bit but she can be quite kewl. I always seem to miss Mary so im talking about her now. Mary is very kewl. Not many pplz like her. And I don’t know why. Cos mary is a really kewl chick. I hated her last year but she has grown up this year and she is a WAY better person : ) ok.. ive already talked about Phil, Mink ( her real name is melissa, but we call her mink ) and Lara and Shadae ( my best buddy ) I feel like I am missing someone. Oh I forgot Angelina. Angelina likes Angel things. And she is a real kewl chick. Oh and PETER!!!! Peter is my ex. I met him at a thing called Easter camp. Since I went out with Peter a lot of my friends have taken a liking to him. He comes with us to some places and he came to my 16th. Peter and I dated for about 2 months. He was quite an egg and he said that I was frigid. I still talk to peter. He is a kewl guy and he is still my friend but I don’t think I would ever go out with him again. That is most of the guys in my life at the moment I can think of. There’s Jamie and bruce Kieran’s M8s they are quite kewl. Bruce sounds a bit like a girl tho. Lara had this whole obsessed thing over Jamie cos she really liked him but she’s over him now and she likes someone else now but she wont tell me who it is. Ummm.. Most of the other guys in my life are older. There are some youth leaders that are really kewl. There names are Ferdi, Rick, Simon ( a different simon to the one that is going out with mink ) Ben, Eddie, and Tobey the Pastor. I can really look up 2 them for advice. Apart from Eddie whos advice is really weird sometimes. The other pplz from my youth group are really kewl. I really like gizelle and Jono they are really kewl. Some other pplz from my youth group ive already mentioned. Jade ( the guy who likes me.. hes really tall ) Shadae also goes to youth group and church with me. And Simon ( the one going out with mink ) And Reuben. ( the Maniac that used shadae ) Oh and I forgot to mention Bradley and Verdine ( these are shadaes ‘ ganstas’ ) they are quite kewl but they don’t talk much. Bradley is gonna go out with my mate Rushke. Which is really kewl cos they suit each other. Man.. sorry this is soo long. Its like.. I have so many pplz to talk about. Oh man.. 2morrow night Shadae is gonna smash Reuben because he used her. Verdine and Bradley are gonna smash him 2. We are going to this church thing, I’ve invited Kieran and Lara 2 even though they aren’t christians. Oh man… I forgot to mention Melissa!!!!! Melissa is my cousin she is a year older than me and shes real kewl. Shes been through a rough time latley but she is getting better which is really kewl. She has been through Suicide and all that depression and im really proud of her for standing up 2 it. She is a lovely girl. Any ways.. I’ll write more tomorrow ok? : ) CYA! |
