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| You want to know my background, eh? | How did I figure out I was bi? |
| I'm tall, crazy, and annonymous. No one knows who Zabbit Girl is, at least not any of you. Of course there are a select few who know my true idenity, but they know enough to keep their mouth shut. Now I'm sure you're wondering a few things, but because I'm not in your brain at the moment I can only answer a few of them. A. No I'm a not dinosaur, now quit asking such stupid questions. B. I'm tall, I have brown eyes, red hair, and a great smile. C. I'm from NY, and no not the city. D. No you little freak. E. I'm 14 years old. F. Ever since I was 13. Ahh yes and incase you're wondering what the questions were that I just answered, I'll make it simple for you. A. Are you a dinosaur, that was obvious. B. What do you look like? C. Where you from? D. Can I meet you and have wild sex with you? E. How old are you? F. How long have you known you were bi? |
It took me awhile actually, I suppose I owe it all to my brother's interest in lesbian porn. I came upon it one night when I was home alone and realized how aroused I was because of it. After that night I was extremely interested in the female sex, I wanted to explore this curiousity more and more as the days went on. I had no great realization after that night, it just sort of dawned on me and I excepted it. I liked the idea of touching and exploring the female body. I also have begun to look at and consider girls for a relationship. |
| My Family. | My Friends |
| Most of my family doesn't know, nor will they anytime soon. They aren't ready to except that their daughter is a "fence jumper". I'm terrified of telling them too, I couldn't stand having to deal with being hated for the next four years of my life. Of course I've felt out the territory, tried to figure out what they'd say if I told them. I talked to my dad about it a few nights ago, we got in a discussion of homosexuality and his opinions of it. To be honest, my dad is extremely open minded compared to most people his age. He thinks homosexuality isn't natural, therefor it's not his favorite thing. He made this comment that whatever "those" people do is fine with him, as long as "they" stay over on "their" side. If you'd like to hear more about this conversation with my dad, look under the map of the site for "Homophobes". My mother on the other hand, would be totally surprised that I swing that way. She knows me as a flirtatious, straight, hormonal, normal teenage girl. This is who I portray myself as around her and my father. I don't think in the end my father and her would believe me. My sister is the only person I've told, she's living in Georgia right now and it made it a lot easier to tell her over the phone then in person. She was really good about it, which was a surprise. She's a catholic and it's kind of against the religion, but she pretty much said it isnt' such a big deal, which of course I've thought all along. She said don't make any rash decisions, you've got your whole life to choose your sexuality. This is the same advice I give out to many others. I love her, I'm very happy I chose to open up to her, she's made this a lot easier. My brother. I'm not too fond of him. He tends to act like an asshole, he's 21 and still acting like a child. He treats everyone in his life, including my sister, like shits. He'd probably not even give a damn about my life, he'd just tell me to fuck myself. Everyone else. They'll never know most likely, why should they?? |
I love them all. They all have these personality traits that I couldn't live without. My best friend in the entire world is Chris. He's been there from the beginning, he was the first person I ever told my little secret to. Through all of the terrible things I've done or experienced, he's been there either in spirit or in true form. I love him. Jason- One of the closest people to me and my heart. He's so much fun and so sweet, I couldn't live without him. He keeps me smiling no matter what, but he understands sometimes I need a shoulder to cry on. Thanks babe, I love you. Pete. He's one the most interesting people I've ever met. Many people hate him because he doesn't express who he really is to them. Sometimes he drives me nuts, sometimes he is exactly the person I need to be there for me. He knows all about me and he thinks it's cool. He's also been helping me out with this site a lot so I owe him bunches. I love him and he's great. Emily- She's crazy and a bit afraid of me. Oh well that's to be expected. She's the type of girl you'd bring home to your mother, unlike me. Hehe. She's cool and she's my pal. Larry- mmmm larry's a nice guy, 'tis a shame he's in love with me. Everyone fall in love with larry for me!!!! Dan- yes ya'll I still consider him a friend, even if I'm rather desperate to bop him on head sometimes. He's crazy and super smart, whether or not he lets on about it. He's fun and sometimes pays enough attention to me to care. *grin* kevin - he is stalking me, I swear. Oh well. Everyone else- I'm lazy and I don't feel like telling ya'll about em. Poohy |
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